Part 4

My libido been up and down all my teen life and my life have been like a roller coaster ride. At 18, I discovered the term chastity and I started experimenting with it. Bought my first device which is a CB3000. Thought I could control my orgasm and testosterone by locking my penis out and will use my sexual energy for something else such as gym, study and other daily activities. It somehow worked. in my university years, I meet a guy Rick whose interest in mainly submission and chastity and he placed a chastity device on me and locked me for a period of time and I learned to used my sexual energy to please him. Rick would deny me orgasm and always plays with me and edge me. The feeling of horniness is going through the roof. That time, my desire to be castrated were totally suppressed by the chastity. Rick would occasionally torture my balls, squeezing and slapping as well as electro them.
Me in CB3000
On my 21st birthday, I and Rick separated due to his circumstance. I am literally heartbroken at that time and sad. Even though I enjoy the chastity life I have with Rick, the thoughts of castration came back to me not long after Rick departure. I then started to torture my testicles more. I bought my first Elastrator band soon after rick departure. When the package came, I immediately tried the Elastrator on my testicles for 30 minutes at first then gradually I left the band on for up to 1 hr. The band constrict my testicles tightly and tightly as every minutes pass by until it began to turn purple and black. It started to get painful and at that stage I have no courage to endure the pain and go probably not ready for castration yet. I quickly orgasm and cut the band off. I did repeat the banding on several occasions but every time I do not have the courage to continue. 
Elastrator which I bought online. Source google picture

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