My Castration

The elimination of testosterone causes a variety of physical and emotional effects in each person. Each effects in individuals who went through castration vary from person to person but most of the effects are common. The effects can be a blessing for those who truly wanted castration and yet devastating for those whose just merely get himself castrated because of fantasy. Each person is unique and your own effects, particularly regarding the changes in weight, loss of strength and muscle mass, hot flashes, may turn out to be very different from mine. I heard from many others, how castration effects them and because not everyone is the same or will have the same effects, therefore I focus on my own experienced. DECREASED LIBI DO - One of the first things I noticed in the days following my castration was the drastic decrease in my sex drive. Well my sex drive did not go away entirely, but it decrease to a weaker level. I went from masturbating 3-4 times a day in my teens years...

ELASTRATOR BAND - Is an also a castration tools used in farm. Elastrator band is much painful as it constricts blood flow to the testicles and slowly kills the testicles off by cutting blood supply to the testicles. This process could take anywhere from 2-12 hours to complete. Elastrator is a tight rubber band placed at the base of the testicles as close as possible to the penis and a second band is placed around 1-2cm from the first band. Once the testicles is dead, it can be cut off in between the 1st and the 2nd band. This procedure is more risky than Burdizzo and risk a lot of later complications. Image Source from Google TESTICLE INJECT IONS - Is a method of injecting alcohol into the testicles to kill them off. Alcohol proof over 50% is recommend. Though the higher the better. I spoke to a few guys who injected and personally who tried it...this is not fun. Better get someone to do it for you. In the USA, you can buy Everclear which is 95.5% alcohol. Sta...

There are a lot of methods for castration in this modern society and especially in advancement of internet technologies. The most common method is Surgery. Not all people can afford surgery and nor all surgeon would do it unless you have a particular case such as medical or if you are a transgender. Often a lot of these eunuch resorted to less common used techniques such as Burdizzo, Elastrator band, Injection, a through cutter. I will go through in brief each method. SURGERY - This procedure is done through a qualified and trained surgeon. To be able to do the surgery, one must be in good health, no reactions to anesthesia and would need a letter of consent from yourself and a letter from transgender therapist or psychologist or urologist if medical prior to the surgery. The other requirements if transgender that you already on HRT for at least 1-2 years prior to surgery and already transitioning. The procedure is divided into simple orchiectomy, subscapular and in...

RELIGION - Depending on your religion, some people believe that castration will bring them to their god, or that their god demands it. The person must ask themselves, in reality does castration really content with their religion for the rest of their lives as people can departed from one religion to another and there no turning back or change your mind after being castrated. CASTRATION AND MUTILATION FETISHES - Some men like me feel sexually aroused by the thought of castration, penectomy or other mutilation. Unfortunately the reality of castration eliminates this erotic fantasy and is probably best this remain a fantasy. Myself I fantasying about castration since I was still a teen but just a fantasy until I am serious and decided that this is the best for me and will have no regrets later in my life. I spoke to a number of people online either through chat platform or forum a lot of guy think is hot and the idea of being castrated is sexy but in r...

Why do some non-transgendered males want to be castrated? EXCESSIVE LIBIDO - Some men as well as transgendered person wish to seek relief from their out of control libido caused by high testosterone level while some seek to control their re-imprisonment or would not want to breach parole period for those who have sexual offences. Be it whatever reasons you might have, castration does have dramatic effects on the male sex drive, particularly if the person does not take any hormone replacement afterwards. I've heard men masturbating four to five times daily before castration to a couple of times per month after the surgery. I am one of those men with excessive masturbation *laugh*. There are some men have choose castration over vasectomy over castration simply because they have gone from wanting too much sex from their partners to not wanting it often enough. After castration, no doubt that testosterone will drop dramatically but our adrenal gland will start produce some testo...

As years passed my, even though I had been in relationships with both guy and woman, the thoughts of castration were still there and most of my relationships did not end well. With the most recent one, a girl called Chloe whom I meet on Facebook, also from my country of origin. Date her for few times, and suddenly one day she did not reply to my messages nor answer my call. I tried to find out what happen but she ignoring me and I just kind of like move on as this is not the first time I been rejected. Sad right. I feel like a total failure in love and relationship but this time I felt much calmer compared to the first breakups and did not feel sad. This is when I decided that I will not get married or have any children in the future and seriously planning and go ahead with my castration. I found an online therapist who will write me a letter for my orchiectomy. Dr Graham is very friendly and after a few sessions with him, I have m...

After my university, I date a girl called Evelyn, whom also from the same country as I am. I have knew her for at least seven years and we were a happy couple. Even at one stage, I thought yeah I will get married and established a family with her and leave my desire to be castrated behind and lead a happy family life. At that stage my parents and grandparents were pressuring me to get married and I have intention of proposing to her after our holiday to New Zealand. But sadly after our holiday, my plan were ruined and everything changed as she found a job she really wanted and rejected my proposal as she wanted to focus on her career and she have no intention of getting married and have children. We had arguments and separated after that, I went into depression mode and at that moment the thoughts and will of castration become very strong at that point onwards and I started to look for a way to inflict injury to my testicles even more including home castration such ...

In my second year of university, one day while I was walking pass the soccer field, I was hit with an incoming object right in my groin and the pain was so unbearable even more painful that the elastrator band. I must have passed out because I woke up in a clinic. The doctor explained to me is just a hit to my groin and no major damage. How I thought and wish the damaged would be so severe that the doctor would just cut it off that moment. That kick in my groin must have lowered my libido for a time. I noted less sex drive than before and I felt better about myself. The testicles must have somehow suffered some sort of damage that they stop producing hormones and sperm for a short period of time after the injury. How I hope that this could be permanent but it did not last. Within two months, my libido returned, much to my disappointment. During my annual health check, I asked the doctor to order additional test on my testosterone level and sperm count. The doctor looked ...

My libido been up and down all my teen life and my life have been like a roller coaster ride. At 18, I discovered the term chastity and I started experimenting with it. Bought my first device which is a CB3000. Thought I could control my orgasm and testosterone by locking my penis out and will use my sexual energy for something else such as gym, study and other daily activities. It somehow worked. in my university years, I meet a guy Rick whose interest in mainly submission and chastity and he placed a chastity device on me and locked me for a period of time and I learned to used my sexual energy to please him. Rick would deny me orgasm and always plays with me and edge me. The feeling of horniness is going through the roof. That time, my desire to be castrated were totally suppressed by the chastity. Rick would occasionally torture my balls, squeezing and slapping as well as electro them. Me in CB3000 On my 21st birthday, I and Rick separated due to his ...

No one knew about my desire and in school all my classmates were proud with their developing body during puberty and sexuality that I now despised. I had seen a lot of violence caused by rising testosterone in my classmate and in myself. I was a head boy in the school but at home I am rebellious as any other teenager would be and often quarreled with my brother and sisters and sometime my parents. All these because of testosterone in my body which fires at speed of light faster than my body can get rid of them. Although I hate my testicles and the testosterone and my only solution to reduce it is to a lot of frequent orgasm. I read on the internet that testosterone is the highest in the morning and that why every morning before school, I would wake early and have two orgasm before school and I would feel a lot calmer in school and then after school I would orgasm again and another one before bedtime. I am not sure what orgasm have to do with testoster...

Both the male sex drive and the hormones called Testosterone that fueled sex drive is driving my life out of control. I did not like the physical effects of testosterone such as facial hair, body hair but also the mental effects of male hormones also bothered me. I had learned in high school biology class about the function of testicles and ovaries. If I could somehow remove or shut down those testicles as if I still a kid who do not have to worry about getting married, have children, paying child support and other stuff associated with it, so the only solution is to cut them off. Chemical Composition of Testosterone. Source google image My sex drive in my teen years is consider pretty high whereby I masturbated three to four times a day and after masturbation, I feel I have another surf of energy to do it again. I felt the first trace of libido when I was 13 and I never had nocturnal emission maybe because I masturbated so much. Then at the age of 15, I started to ...

Castration is not morally and ethically right for everyone. No healthy men would want to lose their testicles nor their male hormones in their body and nor any surgeon would remove a healthy testicles just because one simply likes the idea or has fantasy to be castrated. Many men will be anxious if anyone were to suggest the removal of their testicles. However there is a tiny minority of people whose desire to live a eunuch life will go for castration using methods like burdizzo, elastrator banding, alcohol injection and many more way to rid of their testicles. I will explain different method later. For me I choose surgery option to minimize the risk associated with it. To be able to get the surgery done, one must either be a transgender or had been on Hormone Replacement Therapy (HRT) for few years. In saying that there, are some surgeon would perform this surgery and one must be prepare to travel to a third world country for the surgery. In my case, I ch...

Castration or in scientific term Orchiectomy is a difficult topic to discuss and most people do not feel easy talking about it. In the past, men whose testicles were removed were either prisoner of war, choir boys or even palace guard for the emperor but in modern society these days, testicles cancer and transgender were the most common why would someone choose to have their testicles removed. The least common one those who have a desire or fantasy to be castrated. I probably one of those men whose desire or fantasy turned into reality. My decision to have orchiectomy at age of 31 would probably be the biggest one that I ever made. **All names used in this blog are fictional to protect their identity except for Dr Preecha, Dr Burin, PAI (Preecha Aesthetic Institude) and Dr Graham** ****I owned most of the pictures except some source from google images. PLEASE DO NOT RE-BLOG WITHOUT PRIOR PERMISSION**** THIS IS A INFORMATION ONLY BLOG. The experience is mine solely a...